The countdown keeps dwindling. 7 days….7 days is all till I
board a plane for Philly and start this incredible journey that lies ahead of
me. It has been a mix of emotions as the day draws closer. There is such a huge
amount of excitement that I have for my next adventure and I look forward to
the new challenge, the new experience, and Meeting the 69 other individuals that
will accompany me along this journey.
Packing is done. Though they have been packed for well over
a month, I went through my bags one last time tonight to make sure that everything
is on order. Though I am well under weight: 55 pounds and our limit is 100, I still feel
as though I am going to arrive and realize that I brought many unnecessary
items. However, there was a link to a blog that was sent to us a few weeks back
and it made me realize that what you pack in two bags really doesn’t matter: “The memories, friendships, laughter, work and
totally unique experiences could never be quantified. As I zipped up my bags
one last time in Botswana I realized how ridiculous it was to worry about what
to pack. Peace Corps service is obviously much more than anything you can fit
into luggage.”The goodbyes have begun and each one is harder than the last. I have gotten used to seeing a lot of these people on a daily or weekly basis. Having a wonderful constant in my life but soon that security net I have built here will soon be gone. In the physical sense at least. I will miss them dearly. I am very content and happy with my life and maybe that is what makes leaving so difficult…to know that things will never be like they are now again…I will never again be like I am at this moment. Letting go of the familiar is always hard…until you do it. Then it’s easy. It’s the days leading up to it that challenge me. I reminisce about good times and think of all the things I will be missing out on while I am away. But even through all of these mixed emotions I have no doubt that this is the path that I am meant to lead. It’s all in god’s plan and I have taken so much away from the recent experiences in my life, may lessons have been learned but it is time to move towards a new and exciting adventure
7 days till Philly. Until then I will continue to enjoy the simple things in my life that I so greatly enjoy!
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